i'm seriously running out of places to find motivation to go school. tmd, i need motivation for every damn thing. walking through the never-ending green grass that makes me giddy, squeezing w mannequins for space in the lift, faking smiles for the losers in the class, hearing the faci drone on and on and on like a helicopter thats running on never-ending petrol. its irritating. motivation people, MOTIVATION! i think i'll chant it every night w my bracelets (beads what.HAHA) I LOVE SCHOOL.

thank god for aiai and the clique.

haven't been sleeping well and i don't know if my dark circles are showing. sometimes i wish i was 'the security guard' in my class (identity protected for obvious reasons and only W26P would know who it is). if i were him, i wouldn't ever have to worry about eyebags. HAHA. fuck. but my sleeping hours are forfeited for a good reason and a reason that i love so damn much okay. Hey Reason, smiling now? :D

AND FUCK! i had some drama in the mrt on the way home just now tmd. the faggot scared the shit out of my intestines onto my pants. aiai and me were happily talking and then suddenly noticed everyone at the opposite row were bending and looking to their right. so we decided to turn too and fuck we saw this huge piece of pork standing like some 10m away from us and yelling/screaming/MAKING SOME FUCKASS OF A NOISE. yes, a fucking nutcase and i thought to myself 'oh shit i don't wanna die so young' so me being the ball-less shit got terrified and aiai the brave one (COUGHS, YOU GOT SCARED LATER!) kept telling me to relax and nothings gonna happen. so the whole world happily watched this piece of pork while he had fun making the mrt go off the tracks making a noise somewhat like when a boar (you know, shan zhu) is about to be slaughtered. i don't know wtf was wrong w him. maybe his ankle was hurting. THE WHOLE PIECE OF FLESH CAME OFF AND THERE IT WAS THE CHEEBS GAPING PINK HOLE IN HIS FAT LEG STARING BACK AT ME. god. i think i almost died and i think my LJS chicken and shrimp almost came out. fuck. oh wait, maybe he's just mentally unsound. OH and now that the saga is over, i actually went to imagine what it would be like putting salt on his wound. HAHAHA! GG! i think he won't 'AHHHRR' for the last time and fall to the ground dead siaaa. HAHA(:

then he got nearer to us (YES SCREAMING ALL THE WAY) and fuck we got scared like serious. decided to run to the right(didnt really matter since its the last cabin.YESFUCK!) and don't you guys dare laugh. there were people moving away too. really its like. a beast has escaped in the zoo and don't tell me all you do is stare and laugh. balls to you. so i wanted to get off at gombak but the mrt took FOREVER to reach. i don't really pray but at that moment i was praying so hard i'm sure i'd have done enough to clear my whole lifetime of sins. and so the train pulled in at gombak(IVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER HEARING THE LADY'S VOICE GO 'BUKIT GOMBAK') and then we hopped off stood at the platform laughing and i went 'omggg i'm so scared feel my heart, its gonna explode' and aiai went 'EH REALLY LEH! I CAN FEEL!' and so we caught the next train back w me praying like a nun again hoping i wouldn't run into that nutcase.

god, now how about a standing ovation for my imba story-telling skills! bet i had you all gripping your chair in fear. (HAHA-.-) and yes, how about THAT for a dramatic wednesday? OH and just for the records, we decided to name him Holely Ankle Man!

and its science tmr but that fatty's out of the country. and i think i can finally go to school w sue tomorrow. but i think that ass will skip again. ITS MESSI-MASCHERANO DAY ON FRIDAY! :D i promise at least ONE pic. and i hope tmr will be a good day. super lei lah tmd.