it's a black monday today but i'm wearing yellow. what a walking contradiction. my smiles are fake yes they are. alcohol in the morning. drowning out what, i don't know. i don't mind pretending i'm okay. it saves me from the questions. but there's just one thing- i'm not a good pretender.


whoever came up with the dumb logic that you're supposed t feel happy when you're wearing yellow. oh wait, i think it was me.