so i slept at 7plus this morning cos i was on the phone w moo all night long. aa crashed at round 3. moo moo moo. its great t talk t you simply cos i can talk about everything under the sun. from serious issues to bitching to soccer to wrestling to my problems to your problems. everything, anything. thank you buddy! so slept when the sun rose and couldnt really wake up t meet sue for breakfast. she came over and had t watch me sleep for 2hours (sorry sweetie) and finallyyyy i decided t get my ass out of bed and have some imbaly nice rats tail! not literally lah. its that imba dish that aa weirdly dubs as "mee-tai-mak" -.- i don't care its rats tail. so rushed like mad since i was already late t meet aa and jo. met aa at 2pm she went home w me while i changed at like lightning speed and grabs the soccer ball and heads t queenstown t meet jo who was already there practising some dumb magic trick. so teases his D&G shirt. dolce, dolchey, doisay. HAHA. so since jo hadnt eaten, i brought them t have some good chicken rice. was the dustbin as usual, finishing up scraps left on the plate. and did i say i love sugarcane juice w lemon?

after their lunch walked t queenstown stadium and played on the nice squishy muddy wet nice spongey whatever field. barefooted. yes i was freaking happy even though i was as dirty as a pig. it woulda been great if i brought extra clothes cos trust me i woulda rolled from one goal post t the other. they both took advantage of my short stumpy legs which had no strength t kick the ball and made me be the goalkeeper. HAHA. a dwarf goal keeper. shoulda taken a pic t show you guys the view from the freekick spot. i looked pathetically small. monkeyed on the field for quite a bit, running, passing balls, feeble attempts on my part t kick the ball into the net (THE BALL JUST CAN'T FLY THE WAY AA AND JO'S ONES CAN! shiet.) after that headed t the stands for more ball games, this time throwing and catching, monkey, netball, jumping, tackling, volleyball even. oh it was fun. time spent w JEF is always fun! (: i love the power in your kicks. you impress me. like always. its something you do best; its your forte.

then headed up t the clubhouse t wash our filthy mudcake legs. hehe was sweating like cheeblets then. wanted t pool but realised they shifted t depot building already. so went off t shell t buy drinks and t queenstown library's cafe galilee t have cheesecakes and truffles. oh i love writing in choc syrup. and i love black hearts. and jo is a lousy magician. left soon after t the nearby block where i gave jo a haircut. WHICH WAS IMBA NICE OKAY. can't stand myself. snips and snaps and tada his bowl head was gone and replaced w a nice clean looking cut. JO YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME! played more monkey there then went off since me and aa were late for dinner. cabbed back from lakeside. i love how you make me feel important by insisting you have your way even when youre late.

and i love how i always feel thinner after exercising and games. HAHA this shows how powerful my mind is cos apparently i've not lost any weight. -.- YET. and w this the weekend comes t an end. i like matching outfits day. and so i know i'll like monday.

wild night with the loves on tues, indulgz bistro with you on wed. i can't seem t mask my anticipation. but you, you'll never be forgotten.

and my sweet love, i'll never forget you, never ever forget how you touched my life in that special way. and that special feeling that only you can make me feel. and how you taught me whats love and how to allow myself to explore and discover stuffs. yes i loved every moment and i've never regretted anything ever since 25th april. and i never once knew this was what people called love. you showed me how my past relationships were just foolish immature fun times spent and was nowhere near love. you showed me how vulnerable i could be, how weak i was without you and how strong you could make me. i'm gonna miss having you by my side so much so i might cry t sleep every night but i know you wouldn't want me t do that. this isn't goodbye, never was, never will be. you'll always have that place and that key to my heart. i'll always love you. thanks for the memories.

and my b, i know we're nowhere near the start of anything new. i know youre comfortable w the way things are now and i have no intention t rush you. thanks for being there always. whatever we might be in the future, i love my now. lets just take this slow shall we? anytime you're ready t take my hand, i'll be here.