HAHA. hello world! so yes we ponned and i feel damn bad. i love you vips. really. went opp w ra, aa and jo. blasted songs, ate, played games, confessions, carried, slapped, punched, and erm, we made it our 800th. (: so time flew like a fast bird (what birds fly fast huh?) and then jo had rugby, ra went off w minah and prettyfana. so me and aa went back tog. (: i love the way you can read me like a book. i love the way you can tell what i'm thinking. i don't feel stupid at all. in fact, anything but.

reached home, routine as usual. (: then aa told me something. and i realised that all along i've been treated like a fool. yes people, my partner "dumped" me and i was still in the dark. oh maybe not "dumped" since there was no longer any status t begin w. all's well. i feel surprisingly calm, in fact it's as if i can breathe easier now. i don't wish t listen t any explanations if the person even has any because i'd be hurting my ears. thanks for making me clearer in the head as t what kind of person i should avoid for a relationship now and most importantly, thanks for assuring me that what i was thinking all along was right; that this should have ended a few months back and that yes my heart no longer belongs t you.

wish me well, i'll wish you well. all's well. friends forever. HAHA. oh and thanks for the memories. wonderful wonderful But. (:

and to mdxg, i know how serious you are and i really mean it when i say i enjoy every damn moment. for now i just need time i do not want t hurt anyone, anything so t quote you, 'i'm enjoying my now very much'. lets just see how it goes. and yes i have a soft spot for people who can read minds. (: and also for people who finds reassuring me as a privilege instead of a chore. and i love weaklings who are as weak as ethanoic acid but can be as strong as a horse too. you know who you are. (:

and i still love all you darling readers. HAHA. ALOT REALLY. okay bye now!